年老。。。

我至今還記得上一個假期，
我陪了婆婆到新加坡，
我們是去那裏看病的。
我的婆婆脊髓有了一塊多長出來的骨頭。

婆婆每天都要忙着做家務，
雖然骨頭也不出聲，
一直默默的在那裏。。。
而我卻每天埋怨她偏心表妹，
在她面前給他面色看。

婆婆生病了，
每天都需要媽媽幫她打針。
我問她會不會痛，
他卻説針頭很小不痛。
爲什麽我是那麽的無能，
不能為她做任何事情。
我連一支針也不敢幫她打，
只能向上天祈求，
讓婆婆長命，
做無畏的掙扎。。。

婆婆我很想永遠都可以吃到您煮的東西，
我很想永遠和你都不分離，
婆婆您可以不要離開我嗎？
我很怕有一天我會突然失去你。。。

PMR....

Objective: Score 8A's in PMR

People I am sorry to if i failed:
(i) My teachers... I don't know if you guys put hopes on me, but i will truly be extremely sorry if i can't even scora A in PMR, especially Teacher 芝芝. You'va put so much efforts in us.
(ii) My parents
(iii) My grandparents
(iv) My coaches Yvonne & Elwin
(v) My warden Grace


1st day of PMR
Today's exam is Bahasa Melayu. I should have no problem. Yes I have no problem doing it, but the stupid Penolong Pegawas mislead me that we can use liquid! OMG my marks will be deducted...

2nd day of PMR
Science and English today. In order to prepare for my Science, i swallowed 2 bottle of Nescafe and i slept for only 3 hours today. And guess what? I got a gastric! It suffers me so long that I can't really focus 100% on the Science. Hope everything goes well....

But for today I finally realize the important of FRIENDSHIP because when I am having gastric, my friends is so worried about me. They ask me why didn't I take care of myself and other question. Thanks guys, thanks for the confidence you gave me.

3rd day of PMR
OMG!!! I accidentally slept yesterday and I still haven't study my form 3 Geography! But the exam today is kinda easy, wonder if I can get an A for this subject. As I really suck in Geography, but because of the support my Geography teacher gave me, so I think I could do pretty well.
秦老師， 謝謝您。。。

4th day of PMR
Oh, guess what subject is for today? MATHEMATICS!!! My favourite^^ Well, I swear to myself for that if I did not score an A for my Maths, I will jump down from KLCC that day haha...

Hmmm, I didn't study much for Sejarah. Last night, I spent whole night studying form 3 Sejarah because I had already finished studying my Form 1 & 2 last week~ Before the examination, I was so nervous that I lost my way in revising form 1&2's Sejarah. But luckily I "accidentally" saw the page with Penghulu Bendahari's kawasan pegangan which I got it correct in the exam!

Well, I can't say that luck does not exist and yet I have to admit that we still nid a bit of LUCK in everything we do.

Last day of PMR
Having Kemahiran Hidup and Chinese for today. K.H. I should have no problem studying it as I always score almost full marks during form 2 and I have pretty much confident in this subject. Unfortunately, when I am studying form 3 K.H. last night, I felt very very drowsy and tired then I went to bed and set the alarm to 2:30 a.m. but the alarm clock didn't ring!!! So I have to study my form 3 K.H. the next morning in school, my goodness that I manage to finish it!

I have rather no confident in my Chinese because I sucks in this subject and always score low marks for Chinese. And i wasted 3 papers for my "中楷" and luckily Sean that was beside my borrow me his brush when the teacher was not paying attention! Hope My CHinese could score A and pls every types of god in this world bless me...


RESULTS!
Chinese ?/40
B.M 30/40 awwww not satisfied
Inggeris 38/40
Geography 57/60
Sejarah 55/60
Science 38/40(not sure)
K.H. UNKNOWN(impossible to know because they took back the paper =.=)
Maths 40/40

我真的好累。。。我可以休息一下嗎？
考試。。。這負擔好沉重啊。。。

天時不如地利，地利不如人和

2009年8月8日，
台灣發生了一場殘不忍睹的颱風，
“莫拉克颱風”。。。

這次的天災，
到底是誰的錯誤呢？
我們大家應該怪誰呢？
發生原因是什麽？

也許很多人會說，
管我什麽事？這是天災呀！
但在讀得你們只不知道，
其實這都是人類所造成的！

人們自私自利，爲了自己的方便，
隨意浪費地球資源。
人們爲了自己，開發土地。

這次對很多人來説是個大災禍。
但我覺得其實是上帝想懲罰我們這群無知的人類。
雖然是個災害，但卻染人們有個雪中送炭的機會，
讓人間再次充滿愛心，溫暖，關懷。。。
也讓我們知道自私的政府的緩慢行動。

所謂“天時不如地利，地利不如人和”，
相信沒有一個人沒有聼過這句話。
所以不管有多嚴重的災害，
只要人們團結一致，互相幫助，
就一定能克服這次的挑戰。

佛光山救濟團，
在拯救災民過程中，
不管是否信仰佛教，
一律歡迎到急救營區。
甚至還爲了讓災民住地更舒服，
更破例讓災民吃肉類，
完全實行了“無我”的心態。
真是讓人欣慰。。。

也有一個叫“慈濟公德會”的團體，
他們不斷地為這次災禍做研究，
發明了各種口味的白飯，
以讓人們不會“吃厭”救災區的食物。
他們更爲了支持環保，
改用環保的碗碟。

但願這世上充滿愛心，
使得全部不好的習慣完全被消除。
更希望政府擁有“同理心”，
時時刻刻警記自己的責任，
這樣才沒有更多的生命被犧牲。。。
人們自己也必須自我檢討，
開始環保，回收廢物，
以不讓地球繼續生病。

我們必須永遠記住，
只要團結一致，
什麽問題都不成問題！

A Cute Video

Check out this cute little video I'ce got from my friend, Purple's blog!

Our Life Courier!!!

Yay! Today I have finally finished my PMR Trial Exam, unfortunately I made a very very very big mistake! GOSH! I forgot to put on my "Numbers Of Words" in my chinese exam today! 2marks deducted... Gonna beg my teacher tommorrow XD

Another bad thing about this exam is my Bahasa Malaysia sucks in that objective section. But most of my friends get kinda low marks in B.M. objective same as me =) Actually, I really can and can't blame myself for this. Reason:

(1) The objective paper is set by the B.M.'s Ketua Panita that I heard from a teacher he is only responsible for Senior's exam but this time he is so "kepoji" to help our teacher... (There's even words that he find ESPECIALLY from the dictionary that even my teacher need to find the dictionary for explaination!)

(2) I maybe should blame myself that is because I didn't have the time to study the objective thing due to i spend too much time in my Novel. Aww...


I am also extremely sad that I am careless in my Science. I got a wrong from the mass and weight question which i shouldn't be!!! I spent whole Sunday studying my Science that I abandoned my Sejarah^^(Luckily I have no time to study Form2 Sejarah and there is very few question about Form2 Sejarah in my exam)

Well, Kevin do you think you are free now? NO, you aren't! Face the music, after this holiday and u will have your UEC Trial Exam and then PMR and UEC. Gosh, great.... I should've get A LOT of punishment in my exam this time:
(1) Don't be careless!
(2) Do your paper fast so that u don't have to rush and u won't be that careless!
(3) Don't make study last minute or u will be DOOM!
(4) Pay more attention in the class (I did this well =D)


That above is what I wrote after the exam in the 1st day but things changed after the 2nd day...
I've got my result and it was really dissapointing...
Chinese(1)-30/40
Chinese(2)-40/60
English(1)-35/40
English(2)-71/90
B.M. (1)-22/40
B.M. (2)-73/100
Science(1)-34/40
Science(2)-54.5/60
Maths (1)-40/40
Maths (2)-44.5/60
Geografi -70%
Sejarah -62%
Kemahiran Hidup-80%


I am not gonna give up. Thx Yvonne for what you've said to me, I will take this as a lesson and try my very best for full A in my UEC trial even I know it's hard, I will also give my very best shot!

离别。。。

難道世上真的是“無常”的嗎？？？
我老師告訴我“世上沒有不散的宴席”。

陳良聲老師明年就要离開學校了。。。
我想可能也沒有機會相遇了。。。
我很想讓她看到我可以在考試裏得到好的成績
我是個無能的傢伙，
老師要離開了但卻讓她失望，
我是個什麽也做不到的廢人。。。

人爲何要經歷“离别”呢？
難道這是所謂的輪回嗎？
人生如果沒有“离别”會是完美嗎？
有人可以告訴我嗎？
難道只有遺忘可以使“离别”不痛苦嗎？

Friends...

Everyone have a best friend. Everyone enjoy the time with their best friend before. But, I have no right to have a best friend, I make a fool of everyone in my life... I am just a jerk! What do i deserve to have a friend! I just a person that make a use of everyone in the world. When others need my help I just abandone them and put them aside... I SHOULD LEAVE THIS WORLD!





一想起我有朋友，我的眼淚便不停的掉下。。。
我，有資格擁有朋友嗎？
我只是一個自私地白痴
只會想到自己，完全不顧及他人感受
如果可以，我想擁有一架時光機，讓我彌補所有。。。
但如果我有那一個機會，我可能也不懂得如何去珍惜
我只會讓他人哭泣。。。把人家的快樂隱藏起來。。。

如果我是個啞巴那有多好，
這樣世上就再也沒有人被我傷害。。。
沒有人因爲我而哭泣。。。

可能如果世上沒有我，
會更加完美。。。