After reading your e-mail Yvonne, my tears began to fall too... I was too touched by the words you gave me. And I will always remember what you have taught me in the class. You were really a very good and caring coach. Your tears reflects that you're an emotional person, that makes you always care for others around you.
If I am not wrong, you care how the people around you feels and will try as hard as possible to help them no matter what. Your care the people around you more than you care about yourself. Even though you said i did not dissapoint you guys, but I knew i could do better.
Tears, can sometimes bring away the sadness of someone. I once heard that tears is only used for washing our face since it will dissapear after it's over. But laughter will always exist in our memory until the end of our life...
Sometimes, I think that I am really a useless jerk. All I would care is myself. I did not even care about how others feel and how I would hurt them. Yvonne, your tears sometimes reminds me how I make others cry. I am an idiot that will only bring tears to others and laughter to them. Maybe the world will be better without my existence...
Suddenly thought of you guys (the beyond ravers)today, and recalled that you said you will constantly update your blog, so I take a 5-min break from work to take a glimpse at what you had written and what is happening to you lately.
ReplyDeleteThe whole post is really nice to read except the last sentence. Not very positive, not something that should come out from the mind of a WynKids graduate. Keep up all the other good work, and don't ever have this kind of negative thoughts anymore, k?
We all try to be a better person everyday. Just try our best but don't be too harsh on ourself. After all, you are only 14 this year (or 15?), many things to learn and I am sure you will be better and better.
Cheers,
Coach
Yvonne