If only I....

If only I had Magic,
I could've set the time backwards.
In order to redo the mistakes I've done.
Change the things thats completely wrong.

If only I know about Magic,
I could've protect the one's I loved.
Protecting them from being harm or hurt by anyone.

And if I could play Magic,
I could just save the relationship between me and my friends....
I could change everything.

But it won't come true...
I've told myself a million times to change myself,
but no one knows how hard it is.
I want to change my attitute, my act, my heart...
I wanted to change everything inpleasant within me.
So that everyone will not be annoyed with me.

There's no one for me to blame.
No one by my side to listen to my voice.
No one concerned....
But, I don't wanna disappear,
Please don't let me disappear,
Please don't be harsh on me.

I'm just an ordinary human being....